Ha. I wish I can tell you guys all the reasons I went on a two month hiatus. But I can't, because it's complicated and strange. The basic gist of it was I got a horrible grade in one of my classes and found out the day after christmas (which explains why it was my last post) and spent a few months on a long search for who I am. This anxiety-filled and extremely stressful two months have not been easy. To this day, I still do not know what I want to do in my life. Recently, it's been getting better and I've become slightly less....lifeless? Perhaps I just need a little boost in my morale, and this is just one of those periods where I'll just have to get over it. My friend put it in such a good perspective for me; I've probably been suffering from a sophomore slump because it's major declaration period, but I'll be okay because it's normal to be worried and he went through it too. At least I know I'm not crazy. :)
2009 did not have a great start, but I won't let my insecurities ruin my entire year. I'll go with the flow and see what happens. Just cause I hit a bump or two doesn't mean my life is ruined.
I have ~ 5 tests this week, so I probably should get back to studying. Oh wells...
Happy March! One week until Spring Break <3>
