Woopsie Daisies

It's SPRING!!! HOORAY!! (this post came late)

First of all, Happy April Fool's Day! Did anyone notice that youtube is upside down? It's pretty funny, I love it.

So lovely Zarek has reminded me that I haven't posted in forever. I guess I'm not really used to posting often because I've never had to do something like this before. THEREFORE, after all the chaos of work and more work, I finally decided that enough is enough and I WILL post more often. At least once a week. I will try.

So I didn't think it was a great idea to take two history classes and a government class together and it turns out it's NOT a good idea at ALL. Basically, the week before spring break involved taking 5 tests, one per day. That was after 3 papers were due the week before that. So I was miserable for a long time. Even Spring Break was riddled with tons of worrying about how I might have potentially failed my korean midterm. Thankfully my Korean Professor is the nicest person on the planet and I got a reasonable grade, much higher than expected. 

I am worried about finding an internship because I really haven't started yet because I've been so busy worrying about schoolwork lately. I really should get down to that... If I don't find an internship, I'll probably go to China and learn how to write Chinese...

Speaking of Chinese! I might be the house manager of Chinese House next year!! WOO~! I'm so proud of my roots. Hopefully Reslife will like me enough to hire me. I already have so many ideas and so many plans! I'm so excited for next year!!! I'm feeling a lot better and definitely more optimistic.

Until next time loves,

SQ

Mika - Love Today

There's probably a lot more i have to say than in this one post...

Ha. I wish I can tell you guys all the reasons I went on a two month hiatus. But I can't, because it's complicated and strange. The basic gist of it was I got a horrible grade in one of my classes and found out the day after christmas (which explains why it was my last post) and spent a few months on a long search for who I am. This  anxiety-filled and extremely stressful two months have not been easy. To this day, I still do not know what I want to do in my life. Recently, it's been getting better and I've become slightly less....lifeless? Perhaps I just need a little boost in my morale, and this is just one of those periods where I'll just have to get over it. My friend put it in such a good perspective for me; I've probably been suffering from a sophomore slump because it's major declaration period, but I'll be okay because it's normal to be worried and he went through it too. At least I know I'm not crazy. :) 

2009 did not have a great start, but I won't let my insecurities ruin my entire year. I'll go with the flow and see what happens. Just cause I hit a bump or two doesn't mean my life is ruined.

I have ~ 5 tests this week, so I probably should get back to studying. Oh wells...

Happy March! One week until Spring Break <3>